You are the only thing that makes sense.
What is the one secret that keeps your strong? Every once in awhile, everyone has their own weaknesses right? But instead of talking about the weakness and the side of you that wants to give up, look for the things that inspire you to keep going. Teenage years are very hard. We experiment, we learn, we get hurt, we hurt others, we make mistakes, we make choices. But should we complain about it? Life in general, has ALWAYS been like that. No matter what age we are, babies to kids to teens to young adults to parents to grandparents/senior citizens. It’s just that NOW we figured out those things because new and different worlds are opening up. Time won’t stop for no one and it’s only up to you to decide what you can do with it. Take your time, don’t rush into things that you are not ready for or feel like it’s the right time. The decisions we could make could effect tomorrow. If you see something good out of any situation, including mistakes or actions that you may regret, there is a possibility that you could face it and get through it. But if you are afraid of your fears, like change, nothing will happen to you and things could either go the easy way or the hard way. Everything depends on how you use your time and how you see things. Time is just an illusion, whether it’s going fast or slow. It all depends the way you see it.
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Bwahahaha. I love this~
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Our last dance.
I cannot wait ‘til you get home. So I could call you and tell you that I missed you. I want to hear your voice before I go to sleep and the first thing I hear in the morning. Even after our late night random conversations, you still text me those long text messages that make me smile from ear to ear. It’s like you know how to make me feel like I want to fly. I’m so happy that you’re mine.
I will be writing my best night of 2010 (so far) in a later post, once he sends me our pictures. :) But for now, I will be writing about today. Is that okay with you? Anyways, I woke up at 6 because I forgot to turn off my alarm for school. So I had only like 4 or 5 hours of sleep? Haha. I watched some Saturday cartoons, but there wasn’t really good ones because the cartoons now-a-days kinda suck. Then around 7:30 the cable guy came. HELLA EARLY, I give him props for that because he was supposed to be here around 10. Went to my room and stuffed everything in my closets because I knew that the cable guy had to go to my room to fix my damn television. While he was here, trying to learn how to play “You Belong with Me” on my uke and “Lemonade” for PART of my Valentine’s day present to him. I wish I can spend the whole day with him, but he has work. :/ Took a shower after the Cable guy left, actually CLEANED my room, and ironed some clothes. Went out with the familia to pick up the Joe’s and went over to Joseph’s house. Oh my, I haven’t hung out or talked to my best friend since his birthday (ALMOST A MONTH). Played with their puppy chihuahuas, and geez I got fur shedded all over my new shirt I won yesterday. -____- Went outside to “battle” Joseph in Cwalking, hella old. Eventhough I haven’t cwalked since FOREVER, I still beat his sorry ass. We caught up later with our updates with relationships and friends after our little fight on who won the cwalking battle. Clearly it was me who won. ;) Headed toward COSTCO for free samples and pizza. When we went inside Carl, one of the guys we know who works there because we go there ALL THE TIME, and my dad did this awesome handshake. I envied it because I thought mine and Kendra’s was pretty cool. Then drove over to this mall in San Jose. I took a nap in the 7 passenger car with 8. Ofcourse ALL the girls had to sit in the back while the guys had the nice seats to themselves. I was half asleep when I heard everyone making fun of my face when I was “asleep” and I tried not to laugh. Then a couple of minutes, they started to talk HELLA loud. I woke up and yelled “SHUTUP”. I was sorta unconsicious on what was going on. I felt like a jerk but I didn’t like the fact how I was sitting in the middle of the back with three other girls and they were fucking yelling. Hella disrespectful. Finally arrived to the beautiful mall, I call heaven….
DAMNNN!!!! It was sooo cool that ALL OF MY FAVORITE STORES (minus Urban Outfitters) were ALL IN ONE PLACE. Sorry for the CAPS. There was the Disney Store, Forever21, Papaya, Kara’s Cupcakes, BJ’s, Sushi Boat, Sanrio, Van’s, Zumiez, Foot Locker, Shoe Factory, Charlotte Russe, Hollister, Sbarro’s, Hotdog on a Stick, Starbucks, Cinnabon, Rubio’s, Cold Stone, two FroYo places, and a two story CENTURY 25 theaters. Target, Borders, and Cheesecake factory were right next to eachother. Shiz, that place was heaven to me. The place wasn’t that busy at all. Had to TARGET with Elyse because we were holding our bladders since we left COSTCO. There was a UNISEX bathroom, so we went in there instead of the WOMEN’s. Tee hee. Next, found hella sick aviators at Van’s, but I have to wait for them. Got my mom’s present for Valentine’s day, it’s from my dad eventhough I was the one who picked everything out. I found the most perfect HELLO KITTY for me, it was a MERMAID. Damnn, $25 for that Kitty Bank. I think I’ll just the keychain at Newpark instead. I sorta acted like a baby when Jamba Juice gave me a Mango-a-Go-go instead of a Strawberry surfer because supposely they said they don’t have it when it CLEARLY was on the menu. But I was able to get this cute outfit for Valentine’s day from Papaya. Stopped by Kragen’s for the engine and we were talking about random things in the car. I missed having those kinds of moments with Jojo. I blame Highschool. Haha. Listened to K-Pop on the way home since there was tons of Traffic. Drove by the club I went to yesterday for Winterball and Mikee’s work. I wanted to visit him but I couldn’t because my dad had work. Maybe I could surprise him on Valentine’s day?? We’ll see about that. Dropped off JoJo and Jona, had KFC (how ironic because that’s where Mikee works but couldn’t go, which hella sucks), and now just Tumblring my day on here. It was a good two minutes of writing to sum up today.
I need to take a nap. Can’t wait for the rest of my weekend. ;)
So what happens after our phone calls whenever we say a couple things and say good night? I don’t know about you, but I sleep with a smile on my face and can’t wait to hear your voice the first thing in the morning as a wake up call or a “good morning babe” text. Either way, I would love because it just says to me that you were thinking of me at the exact moment. It takes me awhile to go to sleep since I can’t take my mind off of you, good or bad. But at this moment, it’s been wonderful. Sweet dreams and don’t let the bed bugs bite. ;)